Daily Life
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Fujifilm ISO200
slightly rendered
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"The privilege of a lifetime is to become who you truly are." - C.G. Jung
Lately, I have had a desire to live for a while in a big city. In a neighborhood with some quirky character to it and lots of resources nearby. Like a park and a library and a corner coffee shop. Even a bar if it was reasonably up-scale and had some charm. I would love to be able to walk to things like free lectures or a parade or a 3-dollar cinema. I would take classes in Japanese calligraphy and photography. A good bookstore where I could sit and read and browse all sorts of subjects. A good bench for sitting and people-watching.
A city where I could ride a bicycle most places and do the grocery shopping at a small market and cook simple meals. Concerts in the park and the occasional demonstration for some good cause or another...just to keep things interesting.
I would watch the people and traffic and weather and feed off that energy. I would find a beautiful cathedral that had a small chapel off to one side where I could go for meditation and solace in the middle of the day. I would like street lamps that shined a warm light through the snowstorms and also softly lit the summer evenings as I walked along. I think I would walk a lot. Maybe join a yoga studio and once in a while drop in to hear what the weekly talk at the Ramakrishna mission was about. I could lose myself in plain sight. Live simply and quietly. I'd do qi gong in the park on Sunday mornings while people read newspapers and others played chess and children played and young mothers walked strollers along the footpath. I'd smile and try to be present to whatever came my way. I would try to be patient. I would buy coffee from a push-cart vendor and ice cream in summer.
I would find a place in a park to fly a kite along with others. And I would look at historic buildings and wonder about their beginnings. I would find a new construction site and watch a skyscraper being built. Just sit and watch almost daily as the giant grew from a hole in the ground into an extraordinary creation of modern man. I would go to good concerts and maybe even a club to hear music. An orchestra and also a jazz trio. I would see pretty girls and wonder what it would be like to be their boyfriend. I would see old men and wonder what sorrows had visited them. I would find a cemetery and walk among the massive monuments and feel like a speck of dust.
I would find a small Italian restaurant that made spaghetti the way I like it and go there once a week. I would never wear a suit or get dressed up but I might have a lot of hats. I would not care too much. I might write but only when I felt like it. I would get up and leave a play or a movie if it did not capture my attention. I would turn down offers for dinner if I felt like it and I would ask a woman for a date if I was intrigued by her. I would not be desperate. I would not be intellectual. I would not shave every day. I would be happy to speak with strangers just to enjoy some banter. I would collect myself and be strong within. I would maybe plant something in a community garden but more likely I would just walk by and watch the garden grow. I would be tanned and lean and healthy.
I would smile most times as I walked along and I would laugh easily at a joke or a funny thing I saw happening around me. I would not be sad or longing for anything. I would be free and open to new ideas. I would go visit if someone invited me and I would write letters to my grandchildren and would visit them just often enough to be a presence in their lives without being a pain in the ass. I would not have a pet. But I would have a favorite animal at the zoo. I would observe but not try to learn or resolve anything. I would wonder. I would meditate and also maybe visit the zen center once in a while.
I would watch the skateboarders in summer and ice skaters in the park in the winter. I would love more. I would listen. I would offer and not hold back. I would even dance if I had a partner. I would find a place to swim and figure out how far it would be to get to the ocean beach so I could walk and breathe. I would drink tea every day and would sleep soundly at night but would not try to remember my dreams. I would wear comfortable clothes. I would forget my name but not my nature. I would, once in a while, do a sufi whirl on a sunny day on the sidewalk in front of a locksmith with no one in particular watching.
Simply because I hear the music inside me and I remember I am a dust mote in the cosmos and want to celebrate because I have seen and felt and heard and tasted God in everyday life.
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Lately, I have had a desire to live for a while in a big city. In a neighborhood with some quirky character to it and lots of resources nearby. Like a park and a library and a corner coffee shop. Even a bar if it was reasonably up-scale and had some charm. I would love to be able to walk to things like free lectures or a parade or a 3-dollar cinema. I would take classes in Japanese calligraphy and photography. A good bookstore where I could sit and read and browse all sorts of subjects. A good bench for sitting and people-watching.
A city where I could ride a bicycle most places and do the grocery shopping at a small market and cook simple meals. Concerts in the park and the occasional demonstration for some good cause or another...just to keep things interesting.
I would watch the people and traffic and weather and feed off that energy. I would find a beautiful cathedral that had a small chapel off to one side where I could go for meditation and solace in the middle of the day. I would like street lamps that shined a warm light through the snowstorms and also softly lit the summer evenings as I walked along. I think I would walk a lot. Maybe join a yoga studio and once in a while drop in to hear what the weekly talk at the Ramakrishna mission was about. I could lose myself in plain sight. Live simply and quietly. I'd do qi gong in the park on Sunday mornings while people read newspapers and others played chess and children played and young mothers walked strollers along the footpath. I'd smile and try to be present to whatever came my way. I would try to be patient. I would buy coffee from a push-cart vendor and ice cream in summer.
I would find a place in a park to fly a kite along with others. And I would look at historic buildings and wonder about their beginnings. I would find a new construction site and watch a skyscraper being built. Just sit and watch almost daily as the giant grew from a hole in the ground into an extraordinary creation of modern man. I would go to good concerts and maybe even a club to hear music. An orchestra and also a jazz trio. I would see pretty girls and wonder what it would be like to be their boyfriend. I would see old men and wonder what sorrows had visited them. I would find a cemetery and walk among the massive monuments and feel like a speck of dust.
I would find a small Italian restaurant that made spaghetti the way I like it and go there once a week. I would never wear a suit or get dressed up but I might have a lot of hats. I would not care too much. I might write but only when I felt like it. I would get up and leave a play or a movie if it did not capture my attention. I would turn down offers for dinner if I felt like it and I would ask a woman for a date if I was intrigued by her. I would not be desperate. I would not be intellectual. I would not shave every day. I would be happy to speak with strangers just to enjoy some banter. I would collect myself and be strong within. I would maybe plant something in a community garden but more likely I would just walk by and watch the garden grow. I would be tanned and lean and healthy.
I would smile most times as I walked along and I would laugh easily at a joke or a funny thing I saw happening around me. I would not be sad or longing for anything. I would be free and open to new ideas. I would go visit if someone invited me and I would write letters to my grandchildren and would visit them just often enough to be a presence in their lives without being a pain in the ass. I would not have a pet. But I would have a favorite animal at the zoo. I would observe but not try to learn or resolve anything. I would wonder. I would meditate and also maybe visit the zen center once in a while.
I would watch the skateboarders in summer and ice skaters in the park in the winter. I would love more. I would listen. I would offer and not hold back. I would even dance if I had a partner. I would find a place to swim and figure out how far it would be to get to the ocean beach so I could walk and breathe. I would drink tea every day and would sleep soundly at night but would not try to remember my dreams. I would wear comfortable clothes. I would forget my name but not my nature. I would, once in a while, do a sufi whirl on a sunny day on the sidewalk in front of a locksmith with no one in particular watching.
Simply because I hear the music inside me and I remember I am a dust mote in the cosmos and want to celebrate because I have seen and felt and heard and tasted God in everyday life.
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