"I see my light come shining / From the west unto the east." - Dylan


Tuesday, April 19, 2011


120 holga
spring in wnc 2011

DRAFT notes (from B)

INFUSION

Pear blossoms cover one lawn—
a snowy coat that makes time skip

to keep up. So quickly the April day

goes cold. I think in all directions:

of winter: of fields: of the countryside
abandoned as cities filled with hope, then less,
and less than less—
this suburban lawn
my green winter tea, steeped.



DRAFT notes (from B)

To the Good Life

Of feta, green oil and black olives.
The waves ride high for Ondine

Who thrives on each spumey motion.
Of The Residential Moby Dick Bar and

Breakfast, another anomaly rising from the Aegean.
Of cliff cave, goat gorge, and the fisherman’s

Pet goose that won’t stop hissing
While fresh squid is rolled in cracked pepper.

Of a white bull not named Minotaur,
Free from our violent and mythic occasions.

Saturday, April 16, 2011

The Essential Work of the Poet

"The cave you fear to enter holds the treasure you seek." - Joseph Campbell



above from The Power of Myth, by Joseph Campbell with Bill Moyers


I often use the model above to remind myself of the purpose of life, tempered as it is with myriad expressions of joy and sorrow, pleasure and pain.  Joseph Campbell’s illustration represents the concepts of ego-self and higher self with beautiful simplicity.  I added the red arrow to indicate the all-important movement from the lower self to the Higher Self as the soul makes its way homeward.  Differing terms and various metaphors from an array of spiritual traditions refer to this ultimate goal: heaven, mukti, nirvana, God-realization, union with the Beloved, and others.  Words used within the spiritual panorama are not precisely interchangeable and the teachings are esoteric, but the underlying message is the same: each individual soul is on a gradient toward wholeness, moving in a non-linear fashion toward union with the Absolute.

We each have our journeys, comprised of unique experiences and individualized lessons, and sometimes we feel disoriented, alone or in uncharted territory.  Yet, if we take time to listen deeply and truly hear one another’s stories, we find that we can recognize and even celebrate our common experiences.  We see that everyday life is extraordinary and plays out amidst the grand caravan of souls making their way, imperfectly and often ungracefully, toward the Abode of the One.  We merely need the ability to ‘transpose’ one another’s stories, images and experiences from one key to another, as if we were jazz musicians.  We can then rest easier and feel encouraged when we hear messages from those who have gone before, marking the way home.  This is a kind of Grace.

In my view, this movement is the supreme journey.  It is the only “work” that is real and it is essential to have a teacher and companions.  This allows for a basic understanding of what to expect and is of true comfort as difficulties are inevitably encountered.  Otherwise, life loses much of its purpose.  Seemingly ordinary experiences remain unexamined for their inherent value since, as is attributed to St. Catherine of Siena, “All the way to heaven is heaven.”  Important opportunities for growth and progress are missed.

Accordingly, it is the essential work of the poet to render forth descriptions of varied experience and imagery to help us on our way.  Throughout the ages poets, stationed among us as mystics, shamans, priests, sheikhs, rabbis, saints, sages, jesters and masters from all traditions (and no tradition), have answered this high calling.

Whether it is Rilke’s ancient tower or Basho’s leaping frog or Mirabai’s naked dance, the poet reveals soul and makes our journey conscious.  A slice of the universe is rendered forth - sometimes through the lens of a two-dollar camera, sometimes through the eyes of a child – to remind us of who we are and to sustain us through our fears.  In all this, the poet serves to comfort the challenged and challenge the comfortable.  It is important work we cannot do alone.

I consider it my very good fortune to have shared words, images and sweet synchronicity with the gifted writers of our Wednesday evening poetry workshop.  I found a context and a freedom within which I began to listen more deeply not only to the words of others, but to those quiet unformed sounds within myself.  I began to hear those patterns and prompts waiting to be scrawled onto the page and shared with others.  I learned that I have a voice and a valid way of seeing and saying things.  I learned that I can improve on technique and form.  I can include or exclude light and sound and fragrance; shape nouns and verbs and rhythm; all this so I may dance my dance with the reader.  And with God.   Blessed be.


Saturday, April 9, 2011

painted moon

my dear M.,  as i stepped outside this evening i was struck once again by the sublime  goodness of the moon.  its delicate orange crescent in the western sky skimmed the treetops and rained light-without-heat down upon the mountains that rise to the west of here.  toward where you live.  forming a pretty picture on a warm and humid august night while the cicadas sing.  


and i thought of you as i often do.  no secret that i think of you and you probably sense that anyway so i may as well say it.  i thought about you walking around the city and all the activity and music and noise and people and conversation at dinner.  and certainly you are with friends and with people who love you on this crescent moonlight night and there is a lot of good in all that.  


yet sometimes i get a sense that you might be tired from working all day and the activities of the week and with all that effort you may be ready for some downtime.  and maybe you would like to stand and look at the moon for a while and watch for shooting stars or chase lightening bugs.  maybe even sit down on a rock and somehow a small stream of cool water would appear just within reach of your feet so you could indulge, wouldn’t that be something?  


i sure am projecting a lot of silliness here but through no fault of my own since the moon makes me silly sometimes.  and the silliness does not have to stick and i sure hope it does not hurt or cross some boundary that i am oblivious to so it does not sit well with you.  it is only meant to coax a smile.  


anyway i was thinking about you out there in the moonlight and i was thinking how nice it is to talk and just say hello and hope your day is going good. and i like that a lot especially the part when we say a joke or simply talk about what’s coming up next or just the day.  just the moment.  


and i knew i wanted to say that to you but i was also thinking about your painting and i thought out loud that you are a remarkable person and i support you.  


but overall it is probably the best thing to give space so you can paint.  then i thought maybe the hardest thing about painting is to come up with ideas but that is kind of dumb because you have all sorts of ideas but then sometimes even a good cook needs a suggestion about what to fix for dinner because everything just looks the same in the refrigerator and there’s no inspiration coming from anywhere and everyone is hungry.  


then again maybe it’s not a topic at all that would help maybe it is just saying i am proud of you and that i will be here when you get back and i don’t need to hear everything because it will be inside and still swirling around.  maybe just knowing i love you is good.  i should have started with that because that’s the main thing i wanted to say anyway.  


and the moon of course.

Monday, April 4, 2011


Compassionate Father

rain down thy grace upon us
as holy fire upon the planes

   the goodness of thy fragrance 
   the beauty of thy peace
   and the truth inside thy mystery

enliven us thy holy spirit
and enfold us in thy flames

rain down thy mercy upon us
   upon our hearts
   thy perfect love